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June 24 O CAPTAIN! my Captain!O CAPTAIN! my Captain!
Walt Whitman
O CAPTAIN! my Captain! our fearful trip is done; The ship has weather'd every rack, the prize we sought is won; The port is near, the bells I hear, the people all exulting, While follow eyes the steady keel, the vessel grim and daring: But O heart! heart! heart! O the bleeding drops of red, Where on the deck my Captain lies, Fallen cold and dead. O Captain! my Captain! rise up and hear the bells; Rise up--for you the flag is flung--for you the bugle trills; For you bouquets and ribbon'd wreaths--for you the shores a-crowding; For you they call, the swaying mass, their eager faces turning; Here Captain! dear father! This arm beneath your head; It is some dream that on the deck, You've fallen cold and dead. My Captain does not answer, his lips are pale and still; My father does not feel my arm, he has no pulse nor will; The ship is anchor'd safe and sound, its voyage closed and done; From fearful trip, the victor ship, comes in with object won; Exult, O shores, and ring, O bells! But I, with mournful tread, Walk the deck my Captain lies, Fallen cold and dead. May 23 The Humpty Dumpty Love SongThe Humpty Dumpty Love Song
Travis
All of the king's horses and all of the king's men. Couldn't pull my heart back together again. All of the physicians and mathematicians too. Failed to stop my heart from breaking in two. 'Cos all I need is you, I just need you. Yeah you got the glue so I'm gonna give my heart to you. I had a premonition, a movie in my mind, confirming my suspicions of what I would find. It followed me to L.A., down to Mexico, came in through the back door at the start of the show. Still all I need is you, I just need you. Yeah you got the glue so I'm gonna give my heart to you. Oh was a perfect day. Oh in a perfect way, you know, something had go, you left me high, you left me low. Now as I lie in pieces, and wait for your return, the sun upon my forehead it burns baby burns baby burns. An eye on all my horses, you've slept with all my men. I'm never gonna get it together again. Still all I need is you, I just need you, I just need you. Yeah you got the glue, so I'm gonna give my heart to you. Yeah you got the glue And there's nothing I can do. Yeah you got the glue So I'm gonna give my heart to you. May 18 迟来的雨 21：15，拖着近日疲惫不堪的身躯打算从工作处的休息室尽快逃离，却发现窗外大雨倾下。雨，3个月前在上海的话，我还是会一如既往的讨厌——尽管我不再因为下雨而导致不能打球而讨厌雨，但还是接受不了那淅淅沥沥的感觉。而如今，在佛罗里达，看到这一次真正持续数小时的磅礴大雨，加之当时正听着《我失去了她》——一首本来就足够有能力打动我的歌，望着雨，幻想着自己走入这完美的夜景中，让大自然彻底地洗礼、治愈；或者直接将我撕裂、粉碎成虚无缥毛。总之我需要彻底地转变，忘记一些事情，获得一些新生。
淅淅沥沥，雨依旧在下，转眼我却已经坐在寝室的电脑前，感概这难得的雨。人总是这样，拥有时不珍惜，到头来失去了，却希望在如数家珍，只可惜再也不在了。 May 15 我失去了她
爱上木马已经是很久以前的事了，当年中国最时髦的乐队如今却俨然换上了“第三派对”的红妆。谢强在“马”的左边加上了一个“王”，从此以后，她变得更加私人化，不再有木马了。 5月8号的芷江梦工场现场挤满了人，其中的很多还来不及把迷笛的时装换回去，第一排戴着礼帽的女孩用最直接的方式告诫着人们什么才是这场演出的暗号。待到谢强那酷似木偶的舞步升起，我们才终于寻回了那些异常快乐的往昔。不管是“哥特”，还是更像伪摇的“阳光哥特”，我就是爱上了这个现场，我就是爱上了这支乐队，我就是爱上了这段音乐，任何形式的关于“主流”和“非主流”的讨论都不在这份热爱的疆域之内。 我相信，几年以来，从最初对于“木马”的一致好评至今，肯定已经褪色不少。越来越多的负面评论接踵而至，就像当年RADIOHEAD和他的KID A，然而听音乐是一种偏见，愿意接受的人一辈子都在接受同一种洗礼。
台上的木玛要比海报上、照片上或者电视上更加吸引人。有时他就像是个患上自闭症的孩子，融在自己的世界里尽情表演，不管台下有多少人认识自己，也哪怕最后只剩下了一个观众，只要有人愿意去听，他就会献上最全心全意的表演。整场演出，除却中间两首歌实在太久远没能跟上，我几乎是从头唱到尾的，一直等到“舞步”响起，人们再也控制不住情绪挥舞起来，结束了还大喊安可。安可曲只有关伟和谢强返台，“FEIFEI RUN”不插电，就连胖子身边此前一直尖叫不止的疯女孩也变得泣不成声。 世界上最难打动的是心，最容易背叛的却是眼睛。
隐没在人群中的我突然想起了那些诗一样的歌词，谁是诗人的儿子，谁有梦里的旋转。我要特别感谢博客大巴送给我的门票以及难以言喻的优待，以至于这个五月的上海，我们再次选择了那间叫做“迷失”的游乐场： (燃烧在)你眼中的蓝色梦幻
PS，只是，我始终没有听到我很喜欢的“我失去了她”。某种程度上，结束一种快乐的我在这场演出中最想听到的就是这支曲子，因为我真的失去了她，很真很真，一个真的她，一次真的失去，真到就连自己都无法去相信有过快乐。我们不会再相见了，因为我已然说完了所有的话，很多时候我们都需要一个借口，而我真的失去了她…… May 13 我，忏悔，为了你 几天前，
收到了你在校内上的好友请求。
看到是你，我突然无言以对。
曾经，幼稚而可恶的我是如何地对待你，
让原本应该美好的初中回忆变得那样悲伤、那样惨白。
进入高中之后，我是彻底改观的了，
我变得安静、甚至柔弱和弱小，
只是想改变自己，忘却我初中时曾做过的不可饶恕的罪过！
我忏悔，我的同桌。
这些年来，确有多次因为想到那样一段岁月，
而使我难过、伤心，是为了你。
写给袁燕，我曾经的初中同桌
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